Love is weird emotion. It is nice to feel love from a woman. The way she looks at you with those big inviting eyes they say, "welcome home!". The way she smiles warmly at your presence. The way your body warmly tingles as she holds you tight with both arms when you embrace. You feel love. You know love. You understand its meaning and effect.
Now comes the dichotomy. She no longer loves you. The big eyes now become empty blank stares at you like, "Yea, What the fuck you want?". You become another face in the crowd to her. She no longer holds you tight with both hands for a hug. It now becomes an one arm hand pat on the back when you hug and you feel the body as a cold chill. It is weird to see a woman filed with love and joy in your presence become contempt and annoyed. Has she forgot all the wonderful moments? You think, is this the same person i once knew?
You try to process an understanding of both emotions in order to reconcile them together. She was hot, now cold. She is both. She turned off for you and on for another. She possesses two of the same qualities. It is a side show you have never seen before. Once she used to hear your words as beautiful thoughts. She flipped a switch. Now your words are meaningless and forgettable. She is Bipartite. But you fail to understand this duality of the woman.
She is not like you that remains constant with thoughts. Constant with feeling. Constant with love. If you met five years later she wouldn't feel different yet you remain the same. Why is it only me consumed in huger for the thought of understanding? The thoughts overwhelm your desire for serenity. Over the years you remained constant in your love for those that once loved you. All the memories have faded but the loved remained. Like a lighthouse beacon shining a guiding light across the vast open sea of darkness so that one day love can find its way back to the safety and comfort of home.